I decided to give up drinking this summer because after a not-to-be-disclosed number of months, this is a portion of what came out of my bedroom last spring.
I posted here about my optimism about my break with beer, and here about my failure. I don’t think it was an utter and complete failure, but I failed in this goal nonetheless.
I decided not to go further in my quest for sixty five days of alcohol free goodness, because the pressure it put on me was just too much. I was completely restricting any contact with alcohol, and I think it was a bit like being on a diet. I couldn’t stop thinking about it, and the fact that it was on my mind worried me all the time.
I’ve since had beer on three occasions: twice after work, I had one, and last night I went out with friends on a social galavant around the city.
At this point, I have to say that I am completely up in the air with regards to my feelings on this subject. I was so certain that after I had gone a length of time without drinking, I would be positive as to whether or not I should quit permanently.
It is a bad habit, of course, and so obviously it would be a good bad habit to give up altogether. But at the same time, it is something I enjoy, a social habit that I partake in.
I suppose that at this point, I’m monitoring my behavior: I don’t want my bedroom to have a grocery cart full of bottles in it by the time New Years’ rolls around. But at the same time, I don’t think I’m going to consider myself the biggest loser on the planet if I indulge in a wakness now and then.
August 26th, 2009 at 3:50 am
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October 28th, 2009 at 11:29 pm
Ooh dang i just wrote a big comment and as soon as i hit post it come up blank! Please tell me it worked right? I do not want to write it again if i do not have to! Either the blog bugged out or i am an idiot, the second option doesnt surprise me lol.
October 30th, 2009 at 8:45 pm
Good Morning just thought i will let you know i also had a problem with your blog appearing blank as well. Must be monkeys in the page.
November 19th, 2009 at 7:49 pm
Every man is the builder of a temple called his body.
March 10th, 2010 at 8:29 pm
I have a video from the Paris Hilton video on my blog. To bad it got relased onto the internet for everyone to view. She did not want it to be released as it was her ex boyfriend Rick Salomon that lost it.
April 14th, 2010 at 8:57 pm
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April 24th, 2010 at 8:34 pm
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May 9th, 2010 at 4:51 pm
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May 24th, 2010 at 10:36 pm
Lindsay, sooner or later your bad behavior catch up with you.
May 30th, 2010 at 9:15 pm
A not so good ending doesn’t take too much from the impressive story, rollicking pace.
May 31st, 2010 at 3:39 pm
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June 14th, 2010 at 3:27 am
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