No feelings…
Just a big old blank. Just a whole bunch of let down, like, I just devoted the last six months of my life to something and it ends and then what? Like, you’re supposed to be happy? Or ecstatic? Should you jump around screeching that its over, or should you go back to clenching your fists and hoping you don’t have to deal with it again?
If its just a big old lump of nothing, does that count as a feeling? Does nothingness fall under that category? Should a person be guilty for experiencing nothingness over a momentous occasion? Does that mean the real feeling I’m feeling is guilt?
So far, though, a whole lot of nothing.

July 6th, 2007 at 11:51 pm
me too